I don’t know what I’m going to do when I graduate. I don’t know if I’ll ever have a good enough job to support a family of my own someday. I don’t like people. I don’t really like having sex because I’m afraid of getting somebody pregnant at this age. I don’t think my girlfriend actually likes me, I think she just likes the idea of me. I don’t reply to my friends when they message me sometimes because I need to be alone. I don’t know how long this long distance relationship thing will last. I don’t think I’ll ever get married because I’m never satisfied. I don’t mind being alone. I don’t like that about me.
This Randy got drunk during Catching Fire, resulting in him getting alcohol poisoning and having to get rushed to the hospital. None the less he’s ok and at my house right now. Wish I could say the same about my room he came in here and knocked everything over then passed out on my bed. #GG #TheRandyGames #CatchingRandy #TheHungerGames #DrunkKidGetsHitInTheHeadWithABat #DontDrinkEver
You see it happen all the time. The moment when a couple reaches their destination point. The train stops and they both have to get off, or perhaps one leaves and the other stays. Either way it’s the end of their journey and they must depart from one another. It’s a sad thing really, but it’s even worse when they refuse to call it off even when they know it’s over. They grow distant and the I love yous turn into I like you, and eventually just thank you. There’s nothing worse than trying to prolong a relationship that’s already finished.
Her name sprang to my lips at moments in strange prayers and praises which I myself did not understand. My eyes were often full of tears (I could not tell why) and at times a flood from my heart seemed to pour itself out into my bosom. I thought little of the future. I did not know whether I would ever speak to her or not or, if I spoke to her, how I could tell her of my confused adoration.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m asking too much from life.